"If you need to do it, just do it!"

We had sex last night. We had GREAT sex last night. I had almost forgotten how good SEX we could have. Always too busy and stressed to think what kinda fun and games one could have instead of doing what one is supposed to be doing. We seem to be performing the daily tasks instead of living - sad state. Typical Finnish and Protestant, but blatantly non-religious work morals at play.

I blame the Russians for this for no logical reason. Just a snuff of polonium 210. I blame the weather for this: gray and grim, dark and damp, lifeless and preservative, penniless skies. I blame the wolves for not stricking back when the fire arms are being aimed at. I blame Bush for being an idiot. And Bush Sr for conceiving an idiot. Maybe I should start raising funds for a brain transplant for Jr? There are millions of pigs whose toffee coloured matter will do a better job...

I feel so lucky that I am not HIV positive. In my case it could easily have been otherway round. And in my petty little ego-centrid heart in this crazy world steering determinedly to global ecocatastrophe I feel mountains of tearful sympathy piling up for those who are. Life is a miracle, my Prescious One!